Kismet by Kobac Rose

Author:Kobac, Rose [Kobac, Rose]
Language: eng
Format: azw3, epub
Tags: novel
Publisher: Rose Kobac
Published: 2019-06-25T16:00:00+00:00

Well, that didn’t go the way I thought it would. Initially, when I told Taj that I would swing by and check on Granger, I planned to briefly stop in and leave. Then Heidi made last minute plans with her mom and flew to Louisiana for the week. The convenience was purely coincidental, and it was too good to not take advantage of.

I had walked up Taj’s steps with this delusion in my head that Granger was going to invite me in or maybe she would come out to dinner with me. Instead, she sent me packing with my tail between my legs. Same thing happened the day of her mom’s funeral. I thought she and I maybe had a breakthrough at the Koynak’s, but that was shot to hell when Heidi called.

I should not have been irritated by her timing; she was, after all, my girlfriend. But part of me couldn’t help but wonder what would have happened if she had never called.

My body had been telling me to push her in the bathroom and close the door; that no one had to know. But my mind told me I would know, and I didn’t want that guilt. Granger and Heidi deserved better than that.

It was a catch twenty-two. I was with Heidi, yet Heidi didn’t have the effect on me that Granger did. I shook my head as I turned into my driveway with a dismal thought. No one was ever going to hold the power over me that Granger Cariou did. Maybe one day I was going to accept that, and when I did, my expectations would be lower, and the disappointment wouldn’t sting as much.

When I went inside my townhome, it was dark, and I didn’t even bother to turn on the lights. I went straight up to my room, lay down on my bed, and stared at the ceiling.

After Heidi and I had gotten together, I bought all new furniture for my house. Mainly because every time I looked at it, I thought of Granger. Nor could I fuck another woman on the bed that I had made love to her in so many times. So, I did the only thing I could do. I purged myself of anything that reminded me of her. I even started showering in my guest bathroom because when I used mine, I thought of how many times we had been in it together. But even that didn’t work because every time I showered in there, I would just think about why I was using it in the first place. I couldn’t win.

Granger had infiltrated every aspect of my life. So, when she was gone, it was hard to believe at first because she was everywhere. I had become comfortable and confident in our love. I could see my future and she was in it. Somehow in that universe, we had soared above the things that threatened to hold us down. But that was the problem with flying high; that was how you crashed and burned.

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